Saturday, 28 July 2012

Wishing For Heaven?


Why is leaving always so hard to do? We long for us to stay together, not having to leave. But leaving is inevitable in this world here on earth. You will always leave someone or something behind, at least for a while. We make and break relationships with people all the time, but it is the lasting ones that are the hardest to part. The better we know someone the harder it is to leave. The more we love someone the harder it is to say good bye. We long for a lasting time together, when we will not be separated. What we long for is heaven. A lot of people have misconceptions of what heaven is and think this life is good and a better one, and don’t really long for heaven. I think we have to be careful what we say about heaven and the new earth, but I think it is clear that it will involve fellowshipping with one another with Jesus. Singing, laughing, talking, working, praising, being around eachother, and most importantly being with Jesus and learning more about Him. Spending an eternity getting to know God better, and still finding that after a hundred years He will still surprise us with something new, we will never grow bored, never tire of being around him, we will always want more of Him. 
And so the week of vacation is over. I knew before vacation started that we would come to this. That it would be over much too fast. But I knew that we live in the moment, we are changed by the past, and look forward to the future. I had to keep myself from thinking of this day, when good byes are exchanged and we come back. You have to live the moment, enjoy everything as it happens, and not look too far ahead.
A wonderful week. Fun times with cousins, meeting new relatives and hanging out. Playing Capture the Flag, jamming on the flute with the piano, playing Mafia, Imagineiff, and many more games. Getting up early to see the sunrise and have a cup of joe. Drinking tea all day long. Talking late into the night. Singing hymns around the campfire. 
Here we are on our way home. I go back to work tomorrow to work on the farm. Sometimes the only thing that gets us through something is the thought of going back to where we came from. I don’t feel like going back to work to be honest. At this point I’m looking forward to our camping trip, the second week of August. Sometimes the best thought you can think of is being around your family with cousins and friends. The best times in life often come through those you are closest with. I know working at the farm is good, great experience, physically taxing, and some free time to read and research about different things. But sometimes I’d rather I could just hang out with my family, playing games. 
Maybe I’m just wishing for heaven?


English Vintner

Friday, 20 July 2012

The Farm


The farm. I get up at 5:45am, after going to bed at between 9-10pm. Typically I sleep out in the barn, where last year they hooked up a bathroom with a sink, shower and toilet. They have a metal hot pad (surely I’m not getting the name right) that they use to cook on, and right now I can’t find the light switch to the kitchen area. 
So I get up at 5:45, I sleep pretty good because I have a big 24” fan blowing right on me. (For those of you who don’t know me, the ideal sleeping situation is me covered up in blankets, with a fan blowing on my head, even in winter!) For those of you who know me you also know I like getting up early, so 5:45, though it is earlier than I typically get up, is not a new concept and I really enjoy it. It gives me a chance to be alone, it’s my favorite time to be alone in fact. My ideal living style is what we do at Thanksgiving week. My three Uncles on my Dad’s side all get together with their families, and my grandparents come and we all stay at one of our houses. We fill the day with cooking food and playing games (inside and out!) and talking, roasting coffee, taking walks, and all other good things! Especially the nights are fun! We get a couple groups going on, conversations going on in the corners of the room, people playing a game of Rook at the kitchen table, and somewhere else another game is going on. We stay up late, usually a minimum of midnight. Then there are just a few of us who get up early the next day. Usually I’m up by 5:30, 6:00 at the latest. And because I’m running on adrenalin and loads of coffee (freshly roasted mind you!) I jump out of bed and I’m wide awake. Usually the first ones up are me, my older brother, and my Uncle Tim. We are very much morning people. I’m usually making sticky buns for breakfast and I like to watch the sunrise while I read my Bible with a cup of joe. It’s just so much fun to spend the day with all the people whom you love and can talk to and play games with all day and night long. And then get up early the next morning to have some alone time to process, read your Bible, and just enjoy some time with God alone. All that to say, Thanksgiving week is the highlight of the year for me. I am so blessed to be around extended family who all love Jesus and can enjoy fellowshipping and playing games with.
So, where was I? That’s right, 5:45am. I get up, get out my hand crank coffee grinder, and grind enough coffee for my little 2 cup french press. I heat up water on the hot pad thing, and while I’m waiting thoroughly soak my hair so it looks like I had a shower.
I pour the water into my french press, let it soak for a few minutes, plunge it, pour it into my As You Wish mug, grab my Bible, and head outside. I find a place, usually close to the barn and sip my coffee while I read my Bible.
At 6:30am I clean up everything, put it back in order, and head over to do morning chores. My morning chores are with the chickens (though if Joel and Megan are doing chores I help them with the goats and pigs too). I walk about 700 yards out to where the chickens are. They are all inside a little chicken coup on wheels. I release them from their house of safety and proceed to fill four troughs with feed for them. We rotate the feed troughs throughout the inclosed area so that they don’t trample down one area too much. I find it satisfying to find the tallest grass to put the trough on for them to eat down. After feeding them I will gather eggs, (unless they were collected the night before) I usually get around 70. We have almost 200 laying hens, with a few roosters mixed in to help control them. They lay pretty good all through the summer, and even through the winter. After feeding them I come back to the farm yard and feed the meat chickens and fill up their water. 
By now it’s close to 7am and I have an hour to eat breakfast and do whatever before we start work at 8am.
From 8-12pm we work in the garden. (Except yesterday we butchered chickens, so that was an almost all day affair. We started at 8am butchering and ended at 12pm. We ate lunch and then proceeded to clean and package the chicken until 4:30pm.) Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday we spend the morning harvesting for our CSA and market. Monday is a half day, so the interns get off until after lunch. Typically it is shopping day, or do whatever else you want to do. Wednesday and Friday mornings are spent working in the garden, planting or weeding and anything else. 
At 12pm we have a break for lunch, and we all take turns cooking for lunch. After lunch we have until 3pm to read and research. From 3-6pm we work in the garden again. Around 6pm we eat supper and have whatever we want to do after until we go to bed. 
It’s not a super hard work load, we work about 8hrs a day. We have quite a bit of time to relax, read and research. Joel and Megan set it up so that we’d have time to process what we do, read, learn and research. So that when we leave we take with us a lot more from the farm then if we worked 14hrs a day and had no time to process what we were doing. 
It’s a fun time here on the farm. You’re surrounded by people who agree with you on agriculture and it’s fun to talk about agriculture and have people to talk about it to. Whenever Joel and I are working together we’re talking about something, often times different kinds of agriculture and different forms of growing things. The food is good, everyday we eat farm to table. We have all the eggs and goat milk we want (and it’s free range!), and plenty of meat.
Life here is good. The company, food, and the work.


English Vintner

Tuesday, 17 July 2012

The Farm

What is it about the early morning? A heavy mist weighing down the grass, a tiny droplet suspended for a moment before crashing down. The light mist along the edge giving the farm an etherial feel to it. And in the East, light streams forth. An array of colors explode upon the horizon. Only at dawn and dusk do we get a rainbow of colors. A way of opening and closing the day?

(note, the image above is not the farm referred to in the post, nor the one I am staying at)
English Vintner

Thursday, 12 July 2012

One More Day


So I sit here, 6 o clock in the morning, enjoying my last day home. The house is quiet, as it usually is this early in the morning. The silence is filled with the ticking of the clock above the piano, occasional page turn by Isaiah in the corner, and the sweet sound of song from the birds outside. This is my idea of an early morning. A quiet start to the day, about the only one up, reading my bible, making myself some coffee, enjoying the stillness of the day. It is my favorite part of the day. I like to call it the morning twilight. That stage when the world is getting lighter, but it’s still dark, the sun is rising, but it hasn’t risen yet. 
I think I really do live in the moment. It is hard for me to imagine doing something in the future. I find it hard to pack well in advance, or plan very far ahead when it involves me. Maybe it’s just procrastination, or maybe it’s as I said, I’m living in the moment too much to be thinking ahead.
I am hoping to work hard at the farm. I say this from the outset and from what I really need not what I will want while doing it, I would like to be exhausted every single day I work. I want to be sweating 2 gallons a day. I would like to be exercising every muscle I have in my work. I want it to be physical, and I want it to be demanding of me. Where I crave sleep, but can still be up by dawn every day.
I am not sure what my days are really going to look like. I imagine I won’t have a lot of free time during the day, and will be pretty tired at night. I get Sunday off, but I believe that is the only day.
I want to learn a lot while at the farm. I want to learn more about animal husbandry (I have no doubt about that, I don’t know a whole lot), more about gardening, and more about cooking, and of course how a farm works and the marketing side of a farm. In my head I have this image of me making supper once a week, but, we’ll see how that will turn out. I’m planning on taking some of my tools and knives up with me, incase I get the chance to use them.
So here I am, 30 minutes later, still in the same position I was. I have quite a long list of what I need to get done today. I plan to make it fun, but profitable. I am planning to keep a journal or diary of my work on the farm. And I plan to post here often about it, so keep in touch!


English Vintner

Wednesday, 11 July 2012

Why?


Father, how can you let your children 
suffer in this way?
When they’ve been through hard 
trials, and fire’s on it’s way
Don’t let the fartherless and widow, 
be abandoned or cast down
I lift up to you your’e children,
they’ve fallen on the ground
You say “Look to me in suffering”
and “I will give you peace”
So in the darkness when we’re blind,
make our trust in you increase.
How can the righteous suffer
and the wicked go unpunished
How can a remnant of this 
world be saved for eternity
When all around us chaos 
reeks a life of uncertainty 
Who is the judge of right and wrong?
Who is the one who makes us strong?
For what God says and does
 is always good and just and right
“At times the wrong seems oft so strong
Our God is the definition of what is just
There is no one to compare to,
no one else is good
So before you point the fingers, 
and try to shove the blame
Just remember who our God is
He died and took our pain.

Saturday, 7 July 2012

Through Trials


A broken family, a broken home
Wounds deeper than just blood and bones
Two halves of a whole
A broken spirit, a wounded soul
Trials of fire, trials of pain
To live is Christ, to die is gain
Nearer to Christ we come
Or turn our backs to the chosen one
Through the pain we’ll grow stronger
Or look at Christ as he’s the wronger 
His will for us is ours as well
Or take the path that leads to Hell
“Quickly come!” your children cry
Strengthen them, don’t let them die.

Sunday, 24 June 2012

Suffering


Suffering
I’m thankful for the darkness
As the tears stream down my face
I wonder if you’re there Lord
And you fill me with your grace
 I wonder why we suffer
Why you allow these things to pass
I need your blood and body
I need your Christian Mass
But, Lord were learning as we suffer
To know that you are there
It may be through the rain drops
To know your loving care
The many sleepless nights we sleep
To know that we depend
Lord, your love is so unfailing
You love will heal and mend


English Vintner

Saturday, 23 June 2012

Love


How can I say I love you,
in a thousand different ways
How can I show you love
when it’s not on my mind
My love for you is paling
Compared to how you love
Scars and feelings tearing
Freedom slowly flows
Art is an expression, 
of my own love for you
But how can this expression
be more than my inflection?
My love for you is failing
compared to who you are
It’s scary to me also
how shallow my life is
There’s nothing other in me
but somehow carry on
What’s wrong is the beginning
the beginning of a song


English Vintner

Tuesday, 12 June 2012

What is Organic Food?


What is Organic Food? Wilkipedia defines it as Foods that are produced using methods that do not involve modern synthetic inputs such as synthetic pesticides and chemical fertilizers, do not contain genetically modified organisms, and are not processed using irradiation, industrial solvents, or chemical food additives.
This definition leaves a lot of leeway on how to grow things ‘organically’. If you walk into a grocery store and see the label Organic it can be somewhat of a disillusion as to how it was grown. From the definition it might sound like a plant grown naturally, without the use of pesticides, fertilizers and GM seeds. However, ‘Organic’ doesn’t prohibit the use of those, only limits the options of what you can use. Most ‘Organically’ grown food is grown with the use of pesticides, herbicides and fungicides, the difference is that they are ‘naturally’ derived not synthetically made. I say ‘naturally’ because some could argue about how ‘natural’ it is when you subtract it and use it in high concentrations. At this point you could ask the question how is it any better? Organic farmers can still use hybrid seeds, pesticides, herbicides and fungicides. Why grow it this way if you are going to call it ‘Organic’? Easier: marketing and money. The label ‘Organic’ drives the price very high, resulting in food sold for even twice as much as other food. 
Is ‘Organic’ really any better? It seems that we still have to use pesticides, herbicides, and fungicides, we still use hybrid seeds. So is there any real difference? If you look at the ‘Organic’ agriculture you will see that the difference is probably not huge, some even argue that ‘Organic’ farms use more pesticides on their crops. Potatoes and apples for instance, grown Organically use lots of herbicides, pesticides and fungicides. However, if you look at the crops on a whole, only 2-3% use poison control. The preferred method by many is the use of insects which prey upon bugs damaging the plants. 
But still, why should we go Organic? We still have to use some form of protection in the form of poisons or expensive insects, don’t we? Well, we do live in a fallen world. The curse is on everything, from the rose on the bush to the tall strong oak. We don’t have perfect soil or plants any more. However, through the use of good organic practices we can obtain some form of agriculture method that can result in a pesticide free, herbicide free, fungicide free farming. 
How can this be done? First of all let me tell you what good organic farming looks like. Tilling is something that man has done for centuries, and yet, is it really necessary? In fact it is not necessary. Look around you, in the forest. What do you find there? First you find a layer, of dead leaves and branches that form a thick mulch not allowing many weeds to penetrate into the soil in which to grow and become a ‘nuisance’. 
Second, if you dig underneath the mulch you will find a loose, friable, airy soil, that smells clean. How does it become like this? This is the result of the decomposition of leaves being pulled under by earthworms and being composted by bacteria. 
Thirdly you will find soil that is not overly dry or wet. The mulch on top displaces the water when there is too much, and holds in water until it is full, like a sponge. Do the trees ever get watered except by rain? Do the trees get fertilized, except from the composting of the dead leaves and droppings of animals? Do the trees need a herbicide to keep down weeds? Or pesticides or fungicides? The answer is no. Generally you find healthy plants growing by themselves without our help.
How can we take this and put it into our farming methods? Composting and mulch are the two answers. The use of good compost will do several things. Compost holds much more water than soil does, resulting in less watering. It also provides nutrients from the decomposed matter as well as a soil that is light, airy and rich. 
Mulching does several things as well. The first thing it does is it provides a barrier between the soil and the rain and sun. This keeps the soil from drying out and getting packed down. Second if you are using a mulch such as wood chips, the outer surface of the mulch is dry and seeds will not germinate on it, meaning weeds are no longer a problem. Thirdly it holds in lots of water as well as breaking down into compost while on the soil.

Okay, so you have a good soil that holds water and doesn’t require buying fertilizer. But don’t you still need to use some sort of pest control? Well, let’s first address the reason why bugs eat plants? Bugs eat plants to live, but the interesting thing is they eat plants that are unhealthy. Deficient in a nutrient or under stress. So now our goal is no longer to keep bugs from eating the plants, but to figure out the problem with the soil and fix it. We are no longer trying to cover up the wound, but trying to clean it out and fix the problem. Once we have a soil that is airy, rich in nutrients, holds water, and doesn’t have weed problems our plant can grow healthy and strong, and a strong plant can withstand a lot. 
We now have a strong healthy soil that will produce healthy plants. Work is minimal, cost is minimal and the return is very rewarding! With a method like this the yield is higher than conventional and the food is healthier! I believe under the right system, Organic Farming can result in higher yields and a sustainable growing system that will support us for much longer than conventional farming methods. I believe that despite the curse, God’s creation shows a good example of what good farming methods look like, look to God and see what he has made and learn from Him.


English Vintner

Saturday, 9 June 2012


Organic Foods Unhealthy and Bad for Environment

 
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Organic Food
The other night Penn & Teller: Bull! aired a new episode discussing Organic Foods and interviewed several scientists as well as organic food activists in order to determine whether organic foods were actually healthy or not. Some interesting facts came about and all the arguments for organic foods were suddenly debunked.
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The LA Times also reported on Organic foods as well supporting Penn & Teller's conclusions.

Good For The Environment

Organic food supporters kept discussing how organic food is better for the environment, with less toxins being absorbed by the soil and little to no preservatives or pesticides.
Turns out, pesticides and preservatives are used in organic food. In fact, in order to not use "synthetic" pesticides (which the American cancer society has found no link to a cause of cancer and pesticides) these organic companies have to use more poisonous and even more deadlier pesticides that damage the environment.
The amount of land used to grow organic foods actually means that more trees are cut down and more green land needs to be destroyed.
If all farmers in the world went organic, there would be 3 billion people starving (and many more who cannot afford it). Price of food would skyrocket, that can lead to war--so stop eating organic food and support world peace!

Better Taste

The Penn & Teller: BS episode tried various blind taste tests, and it seems like the non-organic foods actually taste better most of the time and no one can tell the difference either.
Organic Foods
The idea of organic tasting better seems only to be psychological in nature.

Healthier

Organic food is frequently claimed to be healthier. Due to more poisonous pesticides being used, it's probably not.
Organic Antioxidants
The LA times article as well as Penn & Teller both conclude that there are no extra nutrients in organic food. The article also concludes that there are very little differences in terms of the growing of organic foods (only in pesticide).

Naturalists

Lately, we've heard from many people who are under this growing belief that cancer rates are skyrocketting--that diseases are caused by chemicals in our foods--or that unnatural or chemical-based products are bad for you.
This fear is generated by a lack of knowledge of chemistry, biology, and a lack of attention to scientific journals and constant bad news that is spread by the media (because bad news generates more viewers).
Don't get started on genetically enhanced food, that scares everyone. Even though most genetic engineers will tell you how harmless it is and how well researched everything is (one even compared it to cooking).
Of course, that doesn't mean go and buy all the artificial products and supplements in the world (chances are, you don't need them).
However, it would be good for you to know that, since the 1950s, cancer rates have dropped in all categories (whether that's because of treatments or reduced causes of cancer, we may not know for certain). The reason we hear bigger numbers for cancer deaths are because of population increases.


Now here is a comment left in the comment section by someone, I thought it was well written and good thoughts on the matter.


First of all, the environmental impact of organic farming is less than that of conventional farming, because organic farming practices actually maintain carbon levels in the soil, thus creating more sustainability during weather changes, droughts, etc.
Second, the yield for organic farming may be worse for some particular crops (like potatoes for example), but is actually comparable or better in some cases for other crops like (meaning the same amount of land needed -- no more trees cut down than conventional farming). Given this information, on top of that, the impact on the eco-system surrounding organic farms is lessened and it has been shown that the diversity of wildlife is higher in areas where organic farming is implemented.
Synthetic pesticides that are used on conventional farms have been shown to kill animals, reduce reproductive capabilities, and has been shown to harm some people that eat the food. Also, the Soil Association's guidelines for organic farmers only allow them to use 4 types of pesticides--where conventional farmers use over 300 different types. Of the four types that organic farmers can use, they are composed of materials like softsoap or rotenone (natural origin), or simple chemical products containing copper and sulfur (which break down naturally with sunlight minimizing any environmental effect). As for the copper compounds, the copper is already naturally occurring in the soil, and most conventional farmers actually have to manually add copper to the soil to correct for their copper deficiencies (because their soil is nutrient deficient). I'd love to see the references that Pen and Teller have for their claim that organic farmers use much more deadly pesticides, because the research out there just doesn't support that claim. It is true that organic potato farmers and organic orchard farmers use pesticide spray more than conventional farmers (in many cases)--but in terms of overall farming, organic farmers spray only 2-3% of their crops.
As for the nutritional benefits of organic food versus conventional, number one the animals that eat organic feed are healthier overall as their diet is closer to what they naturally eat anyways, and contain less deadly pesticides. Due to higher overall health of the animals, there is no need for routine use of antibiotics, so the residue that is often found in conventional farmed meats isn't a problem in organic farmed meat. In terms of nutrients in the food that we eat, many studies have shown that organic food is higher in antioxidants, flavinoids, and other vitamins. Organic produced milk is higher in healthy Omega-3 fatty acids, Vitamin E, and Vitamin A, than non-organic milk. Organic standards also prohibit a huge list of additives that are present in non-organic food reducing food allergies and many adverse health effects.
The United Nations Food & Agriculture Organization (FAO) actually agrees that organic farming will help meet the needs that global food needs require, better than conventional farming for numerous reasons including sustainability, less resources needed, less irrigation needed due to better water retention in the soil, etc. I think the evidence speaks for itself. The Pen and Teller conclusion was based on false pretenses and cherry-picked research if anything. They should have looked at global evidence and overall research if they weren't so concerned with their own personal agenda.
-Lagius

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